Because this is real love
There is nothing, I mean nothing that I would not do for you
Waking up each day on this Earth makes me feel so sweet
When I am asleep the wonderful and kinky thoughts of you
I have of you
Would make an excellent scene for the silver movie screen
Minutes, hours, and days could go pass without being with you
I am content
For I am comforted, nestled in fond
Memories of you
A distinct stamp you leave
The way that you hang onto every vowel
That I speak
To the way our naked bodies
Dance underneath the sheets
An odd pair are we
Love and life circumstance
Is the common denominator
That we share
Struggle and the fear of disappointment
At times is the topic of our conversations
For this is real love
And there is no
Judgment or shame
I see the doubt
The pain in your eye’s
Even when you are wearing a bright smile and a crisp uniform
You walk out the door
Anxious to fight the bad guy’s
Eager to save the day
Many times I wished that
You could stay
And lay in my arms
Enjoy the escape
No work all day, just play
In me, with me today
Each day I breathe
I pray for your health,strength, and wisdom
I ask the Heavens to protect you
For this is real love
And I would be sickened to know
That something bad happened
For this is real love baby
I want you happy
Even if it’s not with me.
~Dream~©2014 Thick Dream Productions/Ms.Atlanta Thick~Dream~
Glad you took the time to peep inside of my Universe. Something I would like to share with you. What may appear like all fun, leisure and silly days it truly is a big task to be Ms. Atlanta Thick~Dream~. The Mother, the daughter, the aunt, the sister, the friend, the vixen, the motivator, the baby momma, the advocator, the inspirational woman, the funny lady, the virtual girlfriend/lover…a gifted woman who wears many hats and has many titles.
Recently, I was called “courageous” I didn’t think much of it because people say things to me all the time,only certain things stick to me…well that word “courageous" went down deep in me and it marinated. I thought long and hard, how can I be “courageous”? Then it dawned on me….”hello,you are a (single) Mother who is raising and nurturing beautiful individuals”….yes, I am raising alone more than two children,that right there takes plenty of bravery….also,I had to remind myself the challenges&blessings each child has-from the toddler hyper madness….to preteen/teen puberty adolescent attitude&mood swings…and the almighty hot mouth and thinking you are grown-confused young adult personality stage, I’m battling and handling it all.
And (laughing out loud) a periodic moment of silliness is due for me and a couple hours of doing absolutely nothing is truly owed to me. It is very necessary when you are placed in multiple roles, and catering to various identities/people (little and big people)…maintaining their needs.
So yes,it takes a hefty amount of “courage” to balance all that I do. Because not all the time it’s smiling faces,unicorns,rainbows,and butterflies….not everything is going to be fixed with a hug,a pat on the back,and a kiss on the cheek. It takes balance,it takes a firm hand, and a strong (discerning) mind along with “courage” to be Ms.Atlanta Thick~Dream~.
I am thankful to be talented, slightly clairvoyant, and loving. It helps me to persevere, for I know that the help I seek (in the areas of home,heart&finance)…it will come, the successful person that I aspire to be….shall I become…and the little&big people that I’ve nurtured and inspired will be just perfectly fine.
And knowing all those things, that makes me eternally happy, and my entire being…that includes my soul…has a sense of peace.
Your “Courageous” ~Dream~